destination: PUERTO GALERA>>

1st night: 10pm nq nkarating s bhay nla loves. mantakin mo yung travel q.. 2hrs halos makapunta lng ng fairview! whew! well,it was all worth it! anyway..di nq nakanood ng jang guem.. T.T 2nd tym q ng mgovernyt kna loves..heheh..kkahiya nga eh..pinalayas q sya s kwarto nya..*dpat tabi tau!* hehehe…cGuro..12am n un nung natulog tau noh? i hvent sleep well that nyt..c guard ang ingay..and well.. wla aqng katabi?!

1st day: hmm…3.40am na nung nagising aq..di pq bumangon agd kc nhhya pq eh.. sakto sa eSp q,d moment im about to turn d knob,naunahan aq ni love,pasok xa ng room..pra sna gcngin aq dba…hehehe…kumain ng almusal ksma family nia..at..aun…dun p lng happy nq..hehehe…=^-^=

umalis kmi ng 6 sakto at nakarating sa terminal ng mga 6.30am..jam transit p nga eh..  and there were we, 6 of us, c tito jim, tita fe, ina, marie and loves tska aq cympre.. hehehe… what a long long ride before we got to batangas port.. about 2 1/2hrs. mga 9 n kmi dun and we boarded the ferry by 9.30… whew! grabe! ndi na kmi hnintay ng puerto, sa ferry plang binasa n kmi! it was a bit rainy and tita was afraid na something might go wrong..buti nlang wala…heheh…finally,aftr feeling gooey, im about to throw up since the waves are big and we’re wet..yes we are wet… hehehe..[/gg] anyway,aun dumungka n kmi s wakas! the heat! the excruciatig heat!!! may pakulo p ang smart, concert ni bamboo. andun p nga c epee quizon… hehehe.. leave the rest… =^^=

2nd night/1st night puerto g: about 6pm,nghalo-halo kmi ni loves,tabang nga lng…kinapos ng achukal..andun kmi s buhangin..manonood sna ke bamboo..kaso 9pm p un.. fast forward>>>

dun kmi ngpuntang dalawa sa bandang dulong part ng beach…mdjo dark..but it was fine.. STARGAZING ang trip. grabe..u’ll nver see soo many stars like that if you’re here in the city… soooo vast… and the ambiance is so serene.. peaceful, sobrang nkakarelax.. added bonus pa ung waves n nririnig mo s dagat…at ung naruto n tinugtog ng isang indie band dun sa kbilang side ng beach.. my umiyak. cnu kea yun. mababaw ang luha.. ^^; cguro ksi pinaiyak q sya. ngkalinawan na. sa wakas. ang saya. sulit tlga. speechless. may shooting stars pa. romantic. wla nqng masabi. nver it occured to me that what ive bin dreaming before, that kind of night, did finally come true, that it was not just a mere dream but an event come true. i could only just daydream about it bfore, but now, i really have a clear and vivid memory of it..i wanted to stop time but thats way impossible. we had a world of our own. how overwhelming that event was. simply reMARKable.

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

Cry......

I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on
And on.....

I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I had my
One last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down...
To my last cry.

1.1

Didn’t mean to hurt you badly
Don’t think that I am fooling around with you
So sorry for the time you’ve wasted on me
So sorry for the things that you went through
But I know that the problem’s within me
You’re so nice but your love don’t deserve me
Or maybe I’m just so scared to fall in love again

I can still remember the days
So many times, I’ve been hurt
So much trust I put on a relationship
So much suffering I got and the pain still remain
Know I like you but I don’t wanna take the risk
So confused and I don’t know how to deal with it
Need some time for awhile

1.2

If the feeling is gone
please don't pretend that you still love me
I can see it in your eyes
and it hurt to admit it
I can't tell that the feeling is gone
All i ask is just a little honestly
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you know
If the feeling is gone
There is sadness in your smile
Though it try to conceive it
I can't tell if the feeling is gone
All i ask is just a little honestly
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you know
If the feeling is go--ne
All i ask is just a little honestly
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you know
I just have to let you know
If the feeling is gone

2.1 ngumiti kahit na napipilitan
kahit pa sinasadya
mo akong masaktan paminsan-minsan
bawat sandali na lang

tulad mo ba akong nahihirapan
lalot naiisip ka
hindi ko na kaya pa na kalimutan
bawat sandali na lang

at aalis magbabalik
at uuliting sabihin
na mahalin kat sambitin
kahit muling masaktan
sa pag alis akoy magbabalik
at sana naman

sa isang marikit na alaalay
pangitaing kay ganda
sana ngay pagbigyan na ng tadhana
bawat sandali na lang

sumabay sa biglang pagkabahalat
lumabis ang pagtataka
tunay na pagsintang di alintana
bawat sandali na lang

I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears 'cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore
To hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart

Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
Crossing over the time and distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you
Making all of the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever

The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
"You've been there with me all the way"
I still hear you say

"Wait for me I'll write you letters"
I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore to hide the doubt
When I turn back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late

Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though we can't see I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings

Oh a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever

Oh a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings ohhh

And a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of the lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever

There are times when I’m lying in my bed
Hug my pillow and cry from this tip again
And my eyes are like windshields on a rainy day
Almost rubbed down, swelling, as I keep on
Dipping my face in these cold hands of mine
Heaven knows how bitter I am

Chorus
‘Cause this angel has flown away from me
Leaving me in drunken misery
I should have clipped his wings and made him mine
For all eternity
Now this angel has flown away from me
Thought I had the strength to set him free
Did what I did because I love him so
Will she ever find his way back home to me
Aah…

I’m so tired, I feel like catching forty winks
Being up all night in this elbow room
That puts me in a trance
Where hopes and dreams come true
Now my lips are burning and my eyes are hurting
From this fuse I mixed till I light another
Cigarette just to pass my time, oh
Heaven knows how bitter I am

D      D/B
Tulog na mahal ko

           G/B        A5     A/G   A/F#
Hayaan na muna natin ang mundong   ito

    D/B
Lika na,
   
          G/B - G/F# - G - A7sus - A7 (FAST AND SYNCOPATED)   
tulog na tayo

       D       D/B
Tulog na mahal ko

            G/B        A5     A/G     A/F#
Wag kang lumuha,  malambot ang iyong   kama

     D/B         G/B - A
Saka na    mamroblema

CHORUS:

      D*     Bm7          F#m     G*
Tulog na hayaan na muna natin sila

     D*     Bm7          F#m           G*
Mamaya, hindi ka na nila kaya pang saktan

        G/B           A7sus
Kung matulog, matulog ka na

II.

      D        D/B
Tulog na mahal ko

         G/B         A5     A/G   A/F#    
Nandito lang akong bahala   sa    iyo

     D/B            G/B - G/F# - G - A7sus - A7 (FAST AND SYNCOPATED)   
Sige na,   tulog na muna

      D         D/B
Tulog na, mahal ko

         G/B        A5      A/G    A/F#
At baka bukas ngingiti ka   sa    wakas

          D/B       G/B         - A
At sabay nating harapin ang mundo
        (BACK TO CHORUS)

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ngayon sa ‘king pag-iisa
nahihibang sa kaiisip
kung iiwasan ka,
hahayaan ko na bang
tuluyan nang ibaon sa limot ang ala-ala mo..

at ang lahat ng iyong mga sinabi sa akin,
maari bang limutin ang nangyari sa atin?

ako pa rin ay nagtatanong
kung meron pang kaunting pag-asang
magkabalikan,
pero ayoko nang maulit pa

     ~oOo~

sana di ka lang nagparamdam, sana di ka na lang nagpakita, sana di ka na lang nagsalita, nang sana di ako naguluhan, nang sana hindi ako nasaktan, nang sana hindi ako umasa.

sana di ka naging mabait sa kin. kasalanan mo to eh. sana hindi mo na lang ako nakitang nag-iisa. mas ayos naman ako nun kesa ngayon eh. sana di mo na lang ako kinausap. nang sana di kita minahal. nang sana naiwasan ko pa. nang sana nakalayo pa ako. may mahal ka na palang iba. sana lang din diba sinabi mo agad. ayan tuloy. ako nanaman yung mukhang kawawa. hay. nakakasawa paulit-ulit na lang. lahat ganyan. sana mahanap ko na ang nilalang na nilikha para lang sa kin. yung di na ako paaasahin. yung di na ako sasaktan. salamat sa pitong segundong iyon. ang pitong segundong sapat na mapasaya at mapangiti ako sa loob ng apat na araw. see you around na lang.

pero. that’s lyf daw.

pathetic. but i survive to live it up anyway. i hope you too. be happy lagi love!

actually…,wla aqng maicp ipost. but i dfinitely want to post something. i just dont know where to start…

All in love is fair
One of us will lose
Is it her or me?
Is it me or you?
Who’s it gonna be?
What you gonna do?
Are you over me?
I’m not over you

You gotta take the good with the bad
The happy with the sad
But don’t get mad if things don’t go the way you planned it
Just understand that real love is in demand
If you’re ready for commitment girl just take my hand
If you get lucky love will be a cruise
There are so many roads
Which one ya gonna choose
But there’s a risk ya know ya gotta take
No messing, a choice ya gotta make
The one cross you know you’ve gotta bear
All in love is fair

halata bang lyrics?! wehehe.. that’s just a fragment of what i wanted to say. anyways. i won’t be posting anymore. ive grown tired of it. cguro i’d post again if i feel a bit cheery. no one will notice my existence anyway. napatunayan q yan nung wlang ngccomment. c jen lng. *labshu apo*

-sMoOoChesz’- now SIGNING OFF.

I tell you i love you every day for fear that tomorrow isn’t another.

… See there’s this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It’s the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me. For it seemed that love is like a violin, the music it bring may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever. 

Truly loving another means letting go of all expectations. it means full acceptance …