it has been approximately 183 days, 23 hours, 40 minutes and some added seconds when we first met. in korean movies, i often see a pair of two people, celebrating on thier 100th day..well,i wasnt able to do that so i guess,i should find to see if the 200th day comemoration is possible for us.^_^; i gues,ive lost count through all those happy and unforgettable things that hve hapend to us way back.. hmm… 3 mos. ago? heheh… i know it seemd a bit fast,i admit though,but its more of a fast but at the same time,a slow pace of moments when you felt so special, so loved, so blessed that you want to put it in a real life time capsule and relieve those cherished moments over and over again. 

memories alone,for me,i dont know.. sometimes it makes me glad and smile at myself whenever i do remember all those things that hve hapend,yet at the same time,i feel a bit sad,because i long again for that same moments to go back..,but taking it back may make it seem that it losts its first time value. i dont evn know y i liked and soon,knew to love you,you know we havent that much in comon,still,it made me feel like i should know you,i maybe bitter bcoz of the stuff the past has brought me but,you’re just there,quietly listening,looking intently,i thought you were just being plain polite,but no. you listened. payed attention to what i was blabbering about. i nver understood y of all people, girls, you found me. i dont evn like to be w/ someone,at least for that tym,but y persist?

we went to a place,very far more significant than any place i hve been to my whole life. i dont know.. i gues,it was bcoz im w/ you. your presence made it really special. the place, and the scenery ws just all bonus to it. i saw its beauty bcoz i saw it w/ you. you myt be wondering now, y relieve all those memories? my answer is that, this is one way to tell you how im very happy, that ive met someone who apreciatd me for being me, and u just dont know,der r those tyms i fil so depresd w/ my family (specially), u just sing or do something, and we evn eat ice creme, those little things wre so special because youre w/ me and u do help me go through stuff. that ice creme was onli made once, it may stil hve d same kind but the flavor it leaves in your heart is one of a kind. it canot be same ice creme when we eat again. ? bcoz we paint again anothr memory. one word i could say is, im BLESSED. i once told you, ill nver run out of reasons y i shud kip you. ^_^ and there you go. this s one. Simple things for some, may be BIG things for us. i love the way you keep me. i love the way you respect and trust me. i love the way you love me.