BUKSAN NA ANG SUMMER!!! weeeee~ boracay here we go!!!!!~ ^__^

ehehe..churi..carried away.. khit na summer, may classes kmi.. buti pa ung friend ko, grumaduate na sa LaSalle.. mantakin moh yn.. qng sa bgay.. mtalino cla.. ahuhuh.. a trait which im not.. anyway.., time will ggraduate din aq.. no matter how long it takes… *parang my tshirt n gnun s spoofs unlmtd noh….mbili nga..eheh..* today is april02.., teka.. bday ni CHESKA! kaso di ka ata ng-oopen ng friendster moh..

ndi ako nagbateri..simply for the reason that the ahse office didnt allow me due to lack of units/subjs required. i asked for options. they said nothing. i cried knowing i havent done my best, that i will be bading feu goodbye without any fight at all..,i would rather accept to be kicked out of this school because i failed the bateri.. but NO. i left because they said its final and there’s nothing that can be done about it. and then, just this saturday while getting  my grades, *which incredibly passed..whew* a friend told me that she knew of someone whose same situation as i am, and yet she was able to take the bateri, passed it, was interviewed and ready to be in 3rd yr! *the heck w/ that?!* and here i am, yet again to change schools.. for the 3rd time! and now im having doubts, with these things happening, would i still be able to graduate?? hindi ako bobo pero pakiramdam ko oo.. ewan.. i despised the thought that they selected few people, and that they dispose the others, by not telling that there were really options all along!

but the exams have passed, and the "few selected" students were chosen.. i guess i was acting a bit of a sour grape because i felt i really went out that school with no fight.. but anyway..,at least im not worried that i may not be in for NCM this summer.. i passed my PHC..and that’s all that i need. hopefully, when i transfer to "this" another school…, i’d be able to use whatever those things my dear C.I’s have taught me (well..excpt for someone whom i call a *pain in the butt*) and hopefully, learn more stuff from the upcoming c.i’s and professors..

hmmm… san kea aq lilipat???PERo bka sa Place n ktabi ng ustE, s dapiTan at Ung jip lAng ang ktapat pbaLik ng morayta.. eheheh..

ja ne~

aww… galing kaming lovapalooza nung saturday and WOW..it was really a great experience…well..minus the fact that we didnt bring enough food and drinks inside the place…we didnt expect to have such a crowd behind us.. we were situated right in front and in the exact middle of the stage! we could see a great view of all the performances and those hosts.. hehehe..super saya talaga because:

1) it was my first lovapalooza. also it was my bhe’s first time to come. therefore it was our first time to come at lovapalooza!

2) wow. no offense to sam milby fans out there..but i wish he could learn to speak more of tagalog so he could host better…! /omg tlga xa.. and sinabayan pa ni judah paolo.. *again,no offense to those who like him* pero sa kanila tlga c mariel ang greatest host..ehehe..ang khuLeeeet..sobra!

3) all the bands and singers who performed were also great. and may mga real life couples pa like nina&nyoy/rachel&christian.. except sa sandwich na ISA lang ang tinugtog..at yung dpa msyadong sikat…i dnt evn know the title..

4) ANG DANDAH NG FIREWORKS!!!! sobrah! *exagg bah?eh ang ganda tlga.. mangha aq…*

5) at higit sa lahat, LAHAT ng TAO nag-KISS..nAG-toRRid pa aTah iBA.. anD wE rECLAIMEd anD bROKE tHE rECorD!!! *huh! and i was part of it —ika nga ni mariel!* nQ..ikAw pa ang mhihiya pag ndi moh kiNISS ang partner moh..

eh sakto..harap nga kami diba… and we were like, HIDING kasi dami camera and you see.. my bhe said he was going to ccp and i said that i was just at moa attending a concert… hala…at patay..nanunuod pla ang mommy koh sa tV.. sabay text nah.. "anong concert?! eh lovapalooza yan!? uwi ka na!" … oh-OH.. nakita nia kami sa tv! hehehe.. sabi nga ng kapitbahay ni bhe.. "tol nkita k namin sa tV! dpa nga kami naniwala eh..kaw ba tlga yun..?" hehehe…hiya pa sya..aisuz.

basta. masaya. ulitin ntin next year bhe. pero dat tym, i would rili prepare enough food and drinks for us to kiss again without dry and dehydrated lips. ^__^ mwuah!

HAPPY HEARTS DAY PEOPLE!!!!

awww…i went home at around 6pm this afternoon, i was soooo tired. i fell asleep at around 6:30 while i was watching jimmy neutron and munching some oheya!..i just came from our rle community..ours was at Mendez, Cavity at brgy.6.. generally, people are friendly..but some.. i dunno.. maybe they got tired and was "nakukulitan" na sa amin with all those questions we have to ask them, here and there you could see schoolmates and kGroupmates wandering around the brgy.. ohh..i love to sleep again… *yawn* too bad the video i was shooting was not saved.. T…T it was a nice shot though.. *tsk..sayang..* eheheh..well,anyway..still sleepy.. gotta.. catch..some..sleep..lucky enough..to catch..one…zzzzZZZzz.. **aww..so not the drama!* =Þ

i’ll try to post some pics though! ^__^ ja na!

it has been approximately 183 days, 23 hours, 40 minutes and some added seconds when we first met. in korean movies, i often see a pair of two people, celebrating on thier 100th day..well,i wasnt able to do that so i guess,i should find to see if the 200th day comemoration is possible for us.^_^; i gues,ive lost count through all those happy and unforgettable things that hve hapend to us way back.. hmm… 3 mos. ago? heheh… i know it seemd a bit fast,i admit though,but its more of a fast but at the same time,a slow pace of moments when you felt so special, so loved, so blessed that you want to put it in a real life time capsule and relieve those cherished moments over and over again. 

memories alone,for me,i dont know.. sometimes it makes me glad and smile at myself whenever i do remember all those things that hve hapend,yet at the same time,i feel a bit sad,because i long again for that same moments to go back..,but taking it back may make it seem that it losts its first time value. i dont evn know y i liked and soon,knew to love you,you know we havent that much in comon,still,it made me feel like i should know you,i maybe bitter bcoz of the stuff the past has brought me but,you’re just there,quietly listening,looking intently,i thought you were just being plain polite,but no. you listened. payed attention to what i was blabbering about. i nver understood y of all people, girls, you found me. i dont evn like to be w/ someone,at least for that tym,but y persist?

we went to a place,very far more significant than any place i hve been to my whole life. i dont know.. i gues,it was bcoz im w/ you. your presence made it really special. the place, and the scenery ws just all bonus to it. i saw its beauty bcoz i saw it w/ you. you myt be wondering now, y relieve all those memories? my answer is that, this is one way to tell you how im very happy, that ive met someone who apreciatd me for being me, and u just dont know,der r those tyms i fil so depresd w/ my family (specially), u just sing or do something, and we evn eat ice creme, those little things wre so special because youre w/ me and u do help me go through stuff. that ice creme was onli made once, it may stil hve d same kind but the flavor it leaves in your heart is one of a kind. it canot be same ice creme when we eat again. ? bcoz we paint again anothr memory. one word i could say is, im BLESSED. i once told you, ill nver run out of reasons y i shud kip you. ^_^ and there you go. this s one. Simple things for some, may be BIG things for us. i love the way you keep me. i love the way you respect and trust me. i love the way you love me.

People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered.
Love them anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.
If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.
The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be
shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind.
Think big anyway.
What you spend years building may
be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.
People really need help but may attack if you help them.
Help people anyway.
Give the world the best you have
and you might get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you’ve got anyway

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wOw. june13. pasukan. akalain mo b namng pgpasok moh sakto ng gate nkaharap sau ang camera ng "unang hirit" at kinukunan ka live..heheheh…daming nkaupo s background psimpleng umaasa sna mahagip cla ng cam nang mkita man lang khit split second..heheh..qng sbgay..pro kala q late nq knina un pla,halos quarter to 8 n nung pmsaok kmi s room khit n 7 plang andun n ung prof,ang me sala, ung manong n ngbbitbit ng susi dun s a/c..kupal nga eh kc late!haayy..sbi nla di dw cla excited pumasok s school, d gya q, pero aba!ang daming pumasok knina ah?! heheh..nkagawa ng mga bagong fwenships..^^ ayos,,may mga sources nah! heheh..joke! basta…ndagdag saya q nung nkita q c love…but at a cost..,sya nman di pumasok…tsk..tsk..dpat d gnun…so..,msaya nman at ayos ang prof s ana at stats..heheh..is our prof, sir bueno, evr relatd to joross gamboa?since he said he’s midle initial, "G" stands for gamboa…and well…he looks like a mix of joross and nyoy volante…i like the way his hair is fixed up.heheh..you can clearly see he’s a very lively prof…too jolly i think..,im refraining myself from laughing even more..and all the while..i was having first day jitters..u know..feeling moh "nttubols" kna pro ndi… hahaha!!!pinasaucy q lng ang "ebak".. heheh..cge nah…antoks pq..-=signing off=-

one day, God was lonely. He thinked of something that could fill up this loneliness. He decided to create man. and with it, man starts. his life starts. now,man feels his life is empty. man now searches for answers. now, not only does his life starts, but his journey as well, not even knowing what fate he will soon encounter upon reaching his destination.

life said: hey,why do i feel so empty? why do i feel as if im not alive? He continues his quest. Now, on the road, he meets another man. a woman. He thinks, and asks her, where are you going? the woman said, i don’t know. but i feel something that’s eating me up from inside. i feel lonely. i feel empty. then,man realizes that woman feels the exact feeling he is getting. man asks again, if you don’t know where to go from here,can you let me take you in my search? woman replied, search for what? are you looking for the same exact thing as i am? ok then, i will come with you. and she smiled at man.

and so man and woman after they met. they talked. they smiled. they felt something different. now,half of the emptiness they felt before,gone and faded away like the gentle wind that lets the tress sway with glee. a thing called friendship flourished.

friendship said: i am here to color up life’s world. im here to bring merry and contentment. to give efforts. to pave way to consistency. to pave way for a good relation of companionship. now,you will never be alone. not as long as i am here. hold me on those words.

with woman comes with man in his advent,they soon found out that many things happened between them. struggles. trials. problems. encounters. as these things happen,somehow it feels a little more different. something that cannot be understood if you look at it the first time. now, a rush of mixed emotions began to dwell. happiness. awkwardness. angst. hesitation. anxiety. fear. sadness. confrontation takes place. man asks woman, do you feel how i feel? woman replies, yes. and i find it queer why. with words left unspoken, they still understood what each other meant. and they called this strange feeling, love.

love said: i came to you to give security to life. that he will never be alone. even if friendship breaks its promise. i won’t be able to do that. you see. i am especially designed to make life feel very contented, and give unseen happiness, beyond what he expects to have, beyond his capabilities, even beyond his wildest dreams. i can do and i can give it all to you. even if you don’t ask for it. i can endure anything. be it happiness or sadness. trust me.

so man and woman now finally understood. that their quest for their unanswered questions had already stopped and been answered when both of them met each other. when friendship was born. and love was flourished. that with life alone, nothing will blossom.

when life learns friendship, friendship will teach life what it is to live. when life learns love , love will teach life what it is to be alive. for love gives life its reason to live, to be alive; having friendship as the bridge that connects them abolishing loneliness, hesitations, angst, and emptiness. like a quote said, friendship brings back the lost smile when love gave tears. but in the end. love is still the simplest reason why life still smiles. endures pain. learning mistakes. and stands up again.

now, God was very much pleased. He said, go and show, share your overflowing love with your special someone. be happy. be inspired. be alive. live. love. 

this is a post i made almost a year ago..,i want to repost this just in case.. i was hoping that someone could read it. =^–^=

trilogy daw. pero d nman tlga. ang dami pang nangyari pero di q na iielaborate pa.^^;

3rd day: lunes. mdjo pgod-pgod na. at cnu b nmang ndi. morning walk. nag-iisip na "ayy…un n un? tayms up! tpos na..uwian na.." pero u have to make the most of whats left ika nga. namnamin mo n dn ung init ng araw ksabay ng init na binibigay sau ng mahal moh *ndi ito init n iniisip moh,shet,broad daylight!* hbang nakaupo sa buhangin. *mushy.cha* ngbabantay ng gamit. hahah. prang kmi ung sa packaging counter s mall. hmm..dA paCkers! wahaha! *hlatang wlang orignality.peace che!!*

maya-maya tinawag n kmi at cnabing mgbbanana ride kmi. heheh..sa likod ng utak q, tumatalon sa tuwa ang mga brain cells q dhil ngaun lng cla mkakatikim nun..ano kea ang lasa ng banana ride? kaso..ibang klaseng saging pla… sinasakyan…uli..ngLV nnman kmi. nkkisabit nnman aq. saya pla. ehehe..sna pde ngang itaob noh kso di pde.^^;

matapos nun… mantakin mo bang pinatanggal nya sa kin ung tshirt q! bakit q p xe sya dnare mgtanggal ng shirt… wahaha!! /gg. kala q aus na aq dn pla. hmm..knain q ang cnabi q at ngtanggal n dn. shet! dami nahuhumaling. prang nalagyan ng glue ung mga mata nla tpos.. tpos… cguro nman nahuhulaan mo nang nanloloko na q at gmagawa ng sariling pantasya.

pkiramdam q,tinatangay pa dn ng alon ung katawan q nung nkasakay n kmi sa ferry. shet tlga. i feel like im about to throw up nnman s hilo qng prang may driller sa utak. buti n lng,andyan si mark.. nq..sya sna tagasalo ng qng ano mn ang mlalabas q.. *ewww* pero awa ni Lord,ndi nman at wla nmang lumabas. *teka,bat pti un knwento q??* dumating na kmi uli sa batangas port at isa isa nang nagpaalam at umalis ang bwat isa. kami nman,naiwan sa custody ng uncle nya..uhm.. aun.. nauwi kmi sa pgbbus at.. d rest is well… history. HIS and her STORY. our story.

sa kabuuan. wla p dn papantay sa bawat sandaling kasama kita. sa puerto man o dito, hindi nman msyadong mahalaga, kaw nman tlga yung habol q eh. =^^= tama ka. mkita lng kita at makasama ng khit 5 minutes solb na, wla ng mkakapagpasira ng araw q. at qng sira man ito bago pa tau ngkita, ikw nman ang nkakapagpapawi nun. ikw ung instant clown q. khit wla kang cnsabi mnsan, heheh.. n-eesp nman kta kea aus lng. [/gg]

stop. [*] pause. [||] forward. [>>]

wehehe… hmMm… let me recall where i stopped.

a week has passed, still i can clearly remember it as if it was only yesterday….

2nd day: we started the day quite early. i woke up early only to see everyone was still sleeping excpet for tito jim, *afraid p nga q tumayo,but i still did* lahat excited pa din lumangoy. hehehe… i wasnt that eager but i wouldn’t say i wasnt thrilled either. *hehehe…pride. ayaw aminin na-excite dn ang mnunulat* SNORKEL. whaddahelliSdat?! laugh. maybe u do. but i dont. anu bei. taong bahay aq. u.u fear wells up, wat if malunod aq?? wow. nakakamangha pa dn ang view. ang reef formation n nkaprotrude sa dgat,animo mlaking bato n kweba at the same time…  binigyan kmi isa isa ng life vest. *at akalain mong ndi q alam ito dti. kelangn pla to sa survival* hehehe…natuwa nman daw ba ako ng inabutan aq ni tita fe ng *pink* na vest. =*^^*= aun na. isa isa ng lumusong. >.< if u cud just imagine how frightened i am. ung lamang loob q sumisigaw na! pero cool lng. ndi aq msyadong ngppahalata. no guts no glory. bsides,ndi nman sya malalim dba?! ………….. yan ang akala q. nauna c love. "cge! anu kba?! indi ka lulubog" sbi nia. palibhasa alam qng mbgat aq at ndi q pa nsubukan mnsang gmamit ng LV kea ndi q msyadong maipagkatiwala sarili q. isa. dalawa. tatlo. lakad. lubog. kapit kay love. *nkakahiya* tungak tlga q.  anu mn ang ibg sbhn nun. heh. napa-wow aq kc nalaman qng safe pla ipagkatiwala ang sarili mo sa LV. ^^; pinasuot s kin ung goggles b un?? oo bsta. ung nlalagay s mata. nakakapit p dn kay love. linubog q ang mukha q. isang malaking WOW ang mgksabay n cnabi ng mata at utak q. prang bgla aqng nalula dhil malalim pla tlga kmi at ilusyon lng ang nkta q mula s ibabaw ng bangka, kala mo mababaw dhil s sobrang linaw. ayun. lumangoy n kmi. at makailang beses dn aq tinanong ni love qng kaya q. huminga aq ng malalim. oO. kaya q na. sbay bitaw. hahaha!! ngaun nmang gusto qng lumubog ndi aq mkalubog dhil nga s LV. ha-ha. kodakan moments muna sbay mya mya pinaahon na kmi. dumako sa islang ndi q alam ang pangalan. halos buong araw kming andun. enjoy. saya. pirs taym. feeling q part na q nung family nla. =^^= fast forward>>>

3rd night/2nd night puerto g: kinagabihan. dun kmi uli ngpunta sa pinagpwestuhan nmin nung nkaraang gabi. mdjo panira ng trip ung ilaw. hehehe… [/gg] pro aus lng. at manatakin mong nung hapong yun, npabili aq ng one piece suit, ung prang bra lng.. hahaha!!! L-A-K-A-S!!! aun… gabi nman nung cnuot q sya kea aus lng.. c love lng nkakita.. hmmm… wahahah!!! [/gg] aun.. STARGAZING p dn ang trip. this time, sya nman ang ngkwento at ng-open. yeah. ng-open. ha-ha. ndi aq balahura ngaun, obviously?! bsta. fast forward uli>>> aq nman xe ang npaiyak nung mga panahong yon. kinabukasn, uuwi n kmi. bat kea ang bilis ng panahon pag ksama mo ung mahal moh? ngshake uli kmi for the 2nd time that day. that contributed to my sickness as of today. halos 5 days n dn to ngaung araw.

masayang sumubok ng mga bagay sa unang bese pag may ksama kang mahalaga sau. puminta ng mga mgagandang alaala, sabay mgbura ng di mgagandang pgkkataon s nkaraan. at lalo na ang bumuo ng mga samut-saring pangarap ksama ang taong pinakahahalaga sau at pinakahahalagahan ka. wla ng tatalo lalo na pag ngiging isa na ang takbo ng inyong pag-iisip. *kung may ESP ka gya q,mggets moh q.* =^^=

ndi pa to tpos, kala moh tpos na noh?! meron pang part 3. TRILOGY ata toh!